Im so confused.
Who should i love?
Why shouldn't I love certain people?
Why cant i be in love NOW?
Why are parents so strict about it?
I need someone to love me.
So why cant i have someone?
Yes friends are great,
but what about that special someone?
So many cute guys so little time.
So many cute guys so much depression to go right along with them.
They cause it.
But not on purpose.
I need one to love me.
I dont mean to be selfish.
I just cant go on.
I'm Matt. . . I need my Mello.
I'm Sasori . . . I need my Deidara.
I'm Lawliet . . . I need my light.
I'm alone. . . I need my love.
Whats wrong with me?
Not cute enough?
Not bold enough?
Not noticeable enough?
Not enough love. . .
Too much depression.
Why dosn't he like me.
He's so cute and i have heard how nice and funny he is.
He sounds perfect. . .
But why aren't we together.
Am i not the perfect person for him?
Probably not. . .
Relying on the love in fan-fictions between characters. . .
Cant feel the real thing.
The heat of the moment.
The first kiss.
The experience of it all.
It escapes me.
It has never come.
No true love.
Not enough.
Art keeps me alive.
So why can i be as good as other artists.
Lack of tools?
Some may say.
Lack of imagination?
I dont think so.
Lack of passion?
No way.
Lack of emotion?
HECK NO!
So what is it?
Art is love?
Love is a work of art?
Both?
Life is art and art is love,
so that must mean life is love.
Is this true?
Help me. . .